"Look man, I'm telling you right off the bat, I'm high-maintainance, so... I'm not gonna tip-toe around your marriage, or whatever it is you've got goin' there. If you wanna be with me, you're with me. Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours."
This quote could not possibly make more sense to me. As is the one below this...
"Joel: I can't see anything that I don't like about you.
Clementine: But you will! But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I'll get bored with you and feel trapped because that's what happens with me"
I am really not a great person. I can make someone feel like they are my world and that they are all that matters. I can make them feel like theyre on the top of the world. Until I dont feel like it anymore. Then I can pull the rug out from under them and move on while are still wondering what happened. I dont do this on purpose. It just sort of... happens.
I dont particularly LIKE being this kind of person. But I dont know how to turn it off. I, do, however, try to avoid being like that. I try not to get bored. I try not to play people. But you know what happens after your heart is broken one too many times? You start breaking others hearts. Again, not intentionally.
This is not some cry for help, or a warning to who I am currently seeing. This is just me, jotting down a thought I had when I remembered a favorite quote of mine. Dont take this and run with it, please. It wont do anyone any good.
i wish there was a way to "like" this one on here without having to leave a comment.
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