Suffocation

When do I get to finally claim control over my own life? When do I get to stop reporting to fucking everyone else about my own life? I literally can't do anything without prior permission from someone else. I can't stand it anymore. It hurts. I am turning 24 in 2 weeks and have no life of my own. I have accomplished nothing. I have gone nowhere. And even my pride is being taken away. I am basically still a teenager. Reporting to someone constantly. I am on the edge of a monumental breakdown.